I'm about to take a rather serious leap of faith. So new to me. I've taken risks before, that's different. Risks are based on extenuating circumstances and luck, defying personal limitations and alcohol tolerance. This is based on something entirely wavering. Trust. And faith. And another human being. I've never been much of a believer sooooo it's safe to say I'm freaking out. It's not attractive (but I hide it well.)